Tuesday 15 April 2014

14 April 2014 - Asking in circles

Readings:
Isa 52:13-15
Isa 53
Phil 2:5-11

Last night my boys requested the Adam and Eve story at bedtime. When reading to them one has to be ready for a constant stream of interruptions in the form of questions, and attempt to bat off the boundless curiosity with one-liners, beaming approval at their healthy curiosity while mounting irritation just under the skin has to be carefully masked. It's quite an art. Full engagement of each and every question has proved very unproductive, as each answer spawns its own set of questions leading the quiet-time to rabbit-hole country. It has to be definitive one-liners. Failing to do so would extend evening quiet-time to way beyond what is reasonable. It is a bit of a challenge, I must admit. The three to seven-year old minds do not yet possess the conceptual, mental or lingual skills to appreciate the complexity elicited by their flagrant questioning. I want to be honest with my answers, and offer explanations worthy of their precious curiosity, but without the language necessary to convey the concepts in question I invariably end up uhm-ing and aah-ing. Anyway, last night my five-year old got stuck on why God put the infamous tree in the garden if He knew beforehand that Adam and Eve would be eating from it. He was insistent. The first two or three one-liners were brushed off with disdain. They failed to satisfy. The bed-time story had to stop. I had some explaining to do. It was becoming a long night.

As Easter draws nearer the daily Bible readings start to get more gritty. One would like to think that Mel Gibson's The Passion of the Christ is a gross exaggeration, an unjustified, gratuitous celebration of bloody violence like a wannabe Tarantino movie. But reading Isaiah 53 dispels such vague hopes. It was first degree torture, and it's not nice to see. Years ago Bruce Wilkerson spoke at our Easter Service, and asked the question; "Who killed Jesus?" The answer? Father God.

But it was the Lord's good plan to crush him
and cause him grief.
Isa 53:10

This is quite something to come to terms with. I can appreciate the bigger picture and all, but in unguarded moments I also toss some careless questions around. God is almighty, and He paid the ultimate price! The way to God is open. He can cause those who do not seek or want Him to find Him - He's done it before (Isa 65:1). In the meantime, the collateral damage is beyond comprehension. Stumped, I shake my head and walk away from my wonderings. "What was He thinking?" It is over two thousand years since the epic event we remember each Easter, and we still have to guard our children in the shopping malls from opportunistic traffickers. Is society really going to become good one day? Or are the redeemed ones going to be fished out of an ever increasing mucky sea of depravity? Should we stop feigning shock at what happens around us, or should we fight to stem the moral mudslide? What did Jesus die for? What should we be fighting for in this war-not-against-flesh-and-blood? It messes with my head every year to be reminded of the price that was paid, the opportunity, and to see the response of humanity. It's that time of the year again. Apparently I do not yet possess the conceptual, mental or lingual skills to appreciate the complexity elicited by my flagrant questioning. 

Friday 11 April 2014

11 April 2014 - Jesus rocks

Reading:
Mark 13

In 2009, Mel and I had the privilege to visit the ancient city of Segovia, about an hour or so into the mountains north of Madrid in Spain. The most famous feature of Segovia is its beautiful aqueduct, built more or less in the time when Jesus lived in Israel. We've also been to the Pont du Gard (Mel swam under it) - probably the world's most famous aqueduct - in France. The Pont du Gard is a massive, heavy colossal structure. The one in Segovia is by contrast rather slender; elegant rather than imposing. It transported water for 32 km's before entering the city, and stands just under thirty meters high in it's tallest place. It has 167 arches after entering Segovia. This magnificent monument has been standing for 2000 years. For me, the most bewildering fact about it is that it was built without the use of mortar. Its carefully shaped granite blocks just basically balance on top of one another, thirty metres up into the sky - for two thousand years!

Some of Jesus' disciples seemed to have had an appreciation for architecture as well. The temple in Jerusalem was most probably a contemporary to Segovia's aqueduct, but the scale was substantially different. The biggest stone blocks in the temple weighed approximately 600 tons. Most were 'small' by comparison - only 28 tons or so. It would be natural have thought of the temple as a fairly permanent installation, but it was not to be. Forty years later it was gone, and the spoils from the temple were used to fund the building of the Colosseum in Rome. I cannot help but be struck by the irony. The longevity of the mammoth temple and the spindly aqueduct is reversed. The spider-leggy structure looks like it would be hard-pressed to resist a decent gale, where destroying an edifice made out of 100 ton blocks sounds like very hard work.

When his disciples expressed their admiration for the (unfinished) wonder of their day, Jesus came across as a bit dismissive. He spoke of the temple in more or less the same terms as the unfortunate fig tree of Matthew 21, which is surprising, taken into account that the temple represented the centre of human worship of God on earth. God was heading elsewhere though. A new era had come. He was interested in a new, altogether original kind of temple, one built with something substantially different and on a cornerstone that makes a 600 ton monster seem positively diminutive.

As you come to him, the living Stone - rejected by humans but chosen by God and precious to him - you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood ..
1 Pet 2:4-5

Thursday 27 March 2014

27 March - Holding your breath

Readings:
Psalm 93
Rom 5

In the last week I read up on the Crimea a bit to try and get some perspective on what's going on out there. In the process I came across an image of a hauntingly beautiful painting of a stormy Black Sea. It was painted by a Russian master called Aivazovsky. He was born in a port city on the Black Sea and became renowned for his seascapes. I love the picture, and set it as my desk top background on my laptop. I enthusiastically showed it to my father in law who spent upward of a decade at sea, assuming he'd also love it. He shook his head as he looked at it. "It may look nice from the land" he said, "but when you're at sea that is horrible". 


Mighty floods represent a deep and ancient common fear. The world looked in disbelief and horror at YouTube clips of the awful tsunami on Boxing Day 2004. Waves of up to 30m high struck Indian Ocean coastlines, leaving a trail of devastation and over a quarter of a million people dead. The Bible generously uses imagery of mighty floods, from Noah and the ark all the way to Jesus' story of the two guys building their houses respectively on sand and rock. A flood is an apt image for an impending threat so overwhelmingly big and destructive that it cannot be resisted. The prophets spoke for instance of the massive foreign invading armies coming at Israel in terms of floods. (See Isa 8:6-8 for example).

Real waters aside, we can all feel from time to time that something is threatening to overwhelm us just like a flood would. It could be a situation at work or in our families. Maybe a friendship is being drowned in an issue too big to resolve. For one person it can be sickness, for another addiction, failure, bankruptcy, or depression. It is a terrifying thing to be confronted by something over which you've got no control, and which has the capacity to bring destruction en masse to our lives. Psalm 93 brings a word of hope for those in times like this:

The floods have risen up, O Lord.
The floods have roared like thunder;
the floods have lifted their pounding waves.
But mightier than the violent raging of the seas,
mightier than the breakers on the shore - 
the Lord above is mightier than these!

When the flood waters strike, there is only one thing to so. You take everyone you can with you and you head for high ground as fast as you can. When everything around you are moving, you need to move to something that will not. 

The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; 
my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge,
my shield and the horn of my salvation, 
my stronghold.
Ps 18:2

From the ends of the earth I call to you, 
I call as my heart grows faint;
lead me to the rock that is higher than I
Ps 61:2

Wednesday 26 March 2014

26 March - Blindness is consensual

Reading:
Isa 6

It appears to me that God likes subtlety, like it is his preferred way of engaging with us. Why is it that the prophetic books for instance, which were to be understood as the very words of God, had to be written in such floral language. I like reading the Prophets, but sometimes, as I plowed though several chapters of simile and hyperbole, I think to myself that I could have easily fitted its message into a straight sentence or two. For centuries now we've had to plunge into the syrupy depths of lyrical prose to try and figure out what actually happened to the poor Moabites. Why? Unless I have it wrong, we basically read the Bible for two reasons; we want to learn from it what we should believe and understand how we should live. This exercise can get real tricky, having to extract such important contemporary insight from reams of ancient narrative, poetry, lyrical prose and the like. Our heads just don't work like that. Who would have read 7 Habits for Highly Effective People or How to Win Friends and Influence People if all self-help books were written as historical narratives or lyrical poems?

Today's reading, Isaiah 6, is just like that. It seems a bit harsh at the first ten or twenty readings, since God basically proclaims that people should not hear, see or understand, for if they do they would come to their senses and not incur his wrath. If someone had to start their Bible reading journey with Isaiah 6, he'd probably end up thinking that the Christians' God enjoys punishing people, and that the crucial information required to avoid certain obliteration is maliciously shrouded in innuendo and mystery to shield it from discovery. Nothing could of course be further from the truth, but you still don't see missionary types hanging out in shopping mall parking lots on Saturday mornings handing out tracts containing Isaiah 6. It's a chapter, like so many others in the Bible, requiring a bit of additional perspective.

Part of why Jesus came to live among us was to show us what God is actually like (see Col 1:15). It comes as no surprise then that Jesus taught in parables (sigh!). He liked saying things indirectly. His disciples were apparently not so poetically inclined. After hinting and alluding for days around the drama around Lazarus, and them still not getting it, even Jesus eventually came to a point of giving up (probably rolling his eyes), and spelling it out: "Lazarus is dead." Straight talk, at last. It solved the mystery, straightened out the ambiguity and ended the discussion. No theologians required anymore. Everyone now knew what the case was with Lazarus. Why didn't Jesus just start there? But no! His teaching more often than not left his audience nonplussed. What kind of a way is that to teach? In stead of people engaging with the point you make, they are left wondering what the point actually was if ever there was one. Their Master's teachings regularly left the disciples with blank stares, shaking their heads and shirking at one another. One day they couldn't handle it anymore, and they came to Jesus, probably utterly frustrated, asking what's with the parables (Mat 13:10). Jesus answered them with another parable. Great!

Have you ever noticed how you can be walking over something for days without noticing it, until someone asks you to look for it. Then, what was obvious all along but missed, becomes visible to you. The reason for the sudden change is that now you were looking for what you couldn't see before. God's way of speaking indirectly seems to be drawing a line though humanity. On the one side are those who want to see and hear, on the other side those who don't. The mystery-laden imagery reveals (not determines) which side of the line anyone is on. It shows whether they want to hear or not. Many people - it turns out - doesn't want to hear. They want to live as they choose, not as they're told. In Matthew 13, referring back to Isaiah's prophesy, Jesus explained that in reality when people do not understand, it is because deep down they do not want to understand. Calloused hearts is not something that were handed out to them, but something they had chosen.

When Isaiah saw the Lord, he cried out in shame, recognising his own state. As a result of his confession he was cleansed. Isaiah's response to revelation is in direct contrast to the response of the people of Israel he was sent to. They could have also received the purifying touch from the altar had they wanted it.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, 
for they will be filled.
Mat 5:6

Tuesday 25 March 2014

25 March - A very expensive miracle

Readings:
Exodus 17:1-7
Psalm 95

When Jesus was tempted in the desert he resisted the devil by appealing to the Law, saying that you may not put the Lord your God to the test (Dt 6:16). What did he mean by that? The direct implication is that if Jesus jumped and expected / trusted / hoped that God would come to his rescue, it would have been to put the Almighty to the test. Expecting / hoping / trusting is pretty much on the operational side of faith as well. Could it be that faith, either misplaced or applied for the wrong reason, would have constituted the outlawed testing of God?

Faith, it turns out, is proved empty if it doesn't translate into action. (James Ch 2. Blast!). To live by faith means to believe against appearances, and to subsequently put yourself at risk by acting on your conviction - even in deviance of common sense - in trust of God. It is to live beyond your own means and capacity, thus putting God into motion. Faith means that you live in such a way that if God doesn't come through, you'd be in great big twang. Now to me it seems like the line between living by faith and putting the Lord to the test could be precariously thin.

We all know the old 'faith' scripture about it basically being the assurance of what we don't see (Heb 11:1). You can pore over that scripture for years, write a book about it and still be dabbling in the shallow end of the mystery of faith. We don't get it, but it doesn't mean we're completely left in the dark. To me there appears to be something very simple about faith, as well as something very tricksy:
Simple: Faith is basically about trusting God.
Tricksy: The object of faith is basically to trust God (not to get stuff out of him).

Israel's temptation to put God to the test also came about in a desert, just like Jesus centuries later. The nation was already living in some serious faith. They broke camp and wandered back into the desert at God's command. To live in the desert is to live at fairly radical risk. When times became tough though, and they faced an immanent crises, they doubted whether they were actually in God's will or not. The Bible says they grumbled against Moses, threatening to stone him. They were thirsty and felt at risk. Israel asserted its cumulative voice, demanding water from Moses. They unionized, and it worked for them. They got what they wanted; water. I wonder if they ever realised that in the process they lost much more than they ever gained.

The Lord says, "Do't harden your hearts as Israel did at Meribah, 
as they did at Massah in the wilderness. 
For there your ancestors tested and tied my patience, 
even though they saw everything I did. 
For forty years I was angry with them, and I said,'
'They are a people whose hearts turn away from me. 
They refuse to do what I tell them.'
So in my anger I took and oath:
They will never enter my place of rest.'
Ps 95:8-11

Monday 24 March 2014

24 March - New water for old thirst

Readings:
John 4:5-42
Psalm 11

A day or two ago we considered the story of the woman who suffered from constant bleeding and today we read about another woman, one with a very different problem. The first woman experienced a flow from her being that resulted in daily, incapacitating loss. Sin (in the sense of the human condition) systematically hemorrhaged her vitality. It kept her life small and brought with it much suffering, shame and social stigma. It made and kept her poor. The second woman had - in a strange way - almost the inverse of the problem. She was religious, steeped in sin, and had no flow from inside her. What was supposed to flow from her - a bubbling spring of living water - was dry. What is even more strange though is that their contrasting ailments resulted from the same source: sin. Both of them met Jesus, and were never the same again.

The story of the woman at the well is like a cryptic little self-contained gospel. I like the story because the woman is such a feisty one.  If Jesus met a decorous woman at the well there would have been no story, because she would have dropped her gaze and her shoulders and said "yes sir, no sir". There would have been no impertinent questioning, no challenge to Jesus' leading answers, and no revelation and mass salvation. But in the Samaritan woman at the well we have the prevailing religious paradigm of the day standing up and challenging the New to come.

Judaism excluded other nations from God's covenant, and woman were in many ways considered second class. (They were for instance excluded from serving in the priesthood). Jesus broke through both these barriers, to the shock of both the woman and the disciples. She questioned his ability to deliver on his invitation: "You have no bucket and rope, and the well is very deep." She questioned his qualification: "Do yo think you greater than Abraham who gave us this well? How can you offer better water than he did?" She questioned him on the rules of worship. Jesus explained that worship was moving to a whole new center altogether, no temple or mountain but spirit. The old water had to be taken every day. It was hard work. The new water is not drawn up though human effort. It is given and received. It lasts forever, becoming a source. She was sold and ran off to call her people.

Jesus started the conversation by asking for something, but in the end he gave something. When the Samaritan woman ran off with the Good News Jesus still didn't get his drink of water.

Saturday 22 March 2014

22 March - Walking on quicksand

Reading:
Mark 6

In order for us to cope within any given context we need to know something about the rules of engagement of that particular context. You would not do well in a rugby match if you think you're in a soccer match. Even animals adapt their behaviour when they realise their context had changed. If unable to adapt, they perish. We have tried to make sense of our context - the reality we find ourselves in, this life on earth - since the beginning of time. We refer to our understanding of how this reality really works as our worldview. As Christians, we try to fashion our worldview as closely as possible from what we learn from reading the Bible. For thousands of years people have wrestled with what we find in scripture, attempting to reconcile it with our life here on earth. We still build on the insights of some of the great interpreters like Augustine.

If the reality we find ourselves in can be pictured as a swampy, marshy landscape of treacherous quicksand, our biblical worldview gives us solid, secure places to put our feet, a bit like stepping stones across a rushy river. Some of the stepping stone-paths are familiar and obvious. They make sense and we walk across them daily without even looking down at what we're standing on. Some of them are more tricky - perhaps just under the surface of the murky water, and it is hard work to negotiate our way through there. It is even harder to convince a skeptic to follow us across. An example of this could be our theology of suffering - the great "evil-in-a-world-created-by-a-good-God" dilemma. We can read the clever peoples' books and offer answers, but it still leaves us uneasy. It is counter-intuitive. We lack the eternal perspective to find any form of justification for the magnitude of the collective human evil and suffering through the ages. We walk across these paths if we really have to but we avoid it as far as possible.

Every now and then though, we encounter something that really messes with our heads. The Bible is infallible, but it seems our worldviews are not. We are confronted with something, and when we step forward on the stepping stone of our worldview, we can feel it slowly sinking away under the weight of reality. We have to step back and we stand: stumped. What we are confronted with has implications, and the implications have some more implications. We are left looking around. Where to now?

"And because of their unbelief, he couldn't do any miracles among them except to place his hands on a few sick people and heal them." (Mk 6:5)

Friday 21 March 2014

21 March - Borrowing the wand

Reading:
Mk 5

Imagine that Jonah refused to go to Nineveh, even after his inner space experience. What would have happened to the 120 000 people of Nineveh? They escaped God's proclaimed judgement as a result of their response to Jonah's preaching (and the grace of God I know). If Jonah ducked for good, would God just have sent someone else, or would Nineveh have reaped the devastating consequences of their way of life? Where does God's sovereignty stop and people's free will start? There are two main streams of thought in theology with which to approach this issue. The Calvinist approach leans much more to God's sovereignty: God's will is absolute and shall transpire with or without man's interference. The Arminian approach shifts the weight to our free will and choices: God chooses to work through people, and if they do not co-operate, there will be a real effect on God's will coming about.

 I never thought of ourselves in the Charismatic tradition as leaning particularly in either direction. However, a couple of years ago we spent some time at a ministry in England which is much more in the Reformed tradition, and thus much more Calvinistic in their understanding. The contrast to 'our way' suddenly became very blatant to me. We are much more Arminian than I ever thought. An example of where I saw this working out was in our attitudes in prayer.

When we really pray there is a sense of urgency in our hearts and even a subconscious,unexpressed anxiety. It is like we feel deep inside that if we do not pray, or if we pray poorly, that God's will shall be compromised. We are his co-labourers, and if we mess this up God's desired outcome - in the short term anyway - will suffer. If this was not the case, why pray seriously, and indeed; why pray at all?  When we prayed with the Reformed guys though, even when they prayed about weighty matters, there seemed to be a peace surrounding them. To my unaccustomed heart their attitude felt somewhere between indifference and passivity (which it was not). I found the contrast glaring.

In Mark 5 we read some stories that can motivate sides of the argument. Jairus's little daughter died. Her condition was obvious, and the local community noisily bewailed it. They were unmovable in their diagnosis, even in the face of Jesus challenging their clearly observable, verifiable  fact. The conviction of the crowd made no difference to Jesus. He walked into the house and the little girl walked out. God is sovereign.

On his way to Jairus's house however, Jesus suddenly realised that - to his surprise - someone had used his healing power without him agreeing, giving permission or even knowing about it (unless he faked his surprise, which will launch an even bigger theological conundrum). A woman who suffered from a debilitating affliction crept up from the back and, in the chaos of the crowd, touched his robe in the hope of supernatural healing. Jesus didn't see her coming, but he felt power leaving him. She was healed, and once she identified herself, Jesus told her that her faith is what made her well, not his power or God's grace. It is not the only story like this in the Bible. Our free will gives us access to (if I can borrow from CS Lewis) "the dignity of causality."

So where does this leave us. I don't know. Smith Wigglesworth, a legendary ministry man who did many wonderful miracles, apparently said something which spoke of his own understanding of the dilemma:

"The Holy Spirit moves me, and when he doesn't, I move him." 

Wednesday 19 March 2014

19 March - The gift of sin

Readings:
Phil 3:12-21
Phil 4

Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything.
Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.
Then you will experience God's peace, which
exceeds anything we can understand.
His peace will guard your hearts and minds
as you live in Christ Jesus. (4:6-7, NLT)

This bit of scripture describes what God wants for us when we find ourselves in trying times, yet more often than not it just doesn't work like that. When we pray about the stuff we worry about, we only want to embrace the peace of God once the worrisome issue is resolved. Though a completely rational and natural response, this is to completely miss to point. 

As far as I can tell, we are not God's hobby. Creation is not a doodle he made while he was on the phone. God made us purposefully and for relationship, and the reason he must have done it (if I may be presumptuous enough to venture into such conjectures), is because he wants to relate. God is love; he wants someones to love, and (if we can project our image back onto him), he wants to be loved. 

For some befuddling reason, beside being creatures who love, God wants us to also be creatures who have faith. I don't get it. We need to live by faith in order to prepare for an eternity in which we will need no faith! Angels don't have faith because they don't need any - they see things how they are. We however have to peer through murky glass, and we are perplexed. People who theologise the existence of evil into a neat, manageable conceptual package has simply not seen enough of it. Being a Christian though means that we accept that whatever we encounter in life on earth - whether good or bad - has been allowed in order to facilitate that primary goal. We need faith. We must learn to love and trust the God we don't see and don't really understand. 

When life becomes really difficult we are so quick to conclude that where we find ourselves must be against or outside God's will. In Acts 17 however we read that God puts people in very specific, unique circumstances "in the hope that they might grope for him" (verse 17 - NKJV). I always find this such a humbling scripture. God is hoping that we will reach out, will "grope" for him. He wants to come through for us. He wants to rescue us. He wants to give us more and more experiences to build our faith on. 

There is all this stuff we worry about. Somehow God allowed that stuff to be there. When we pray about it, our peace should come from the knowledge that God heard us. The request lies with him now. That aught to be enough. 

Tuesday 18 March 2014

18 March - Bitten by your walking stick

Readings:
Mk 8:31-38
Ps 121

Moses got this neat trick from God in that he could turn his staff into a snake by simply throwing it on the ground. The first time it happened Moses ran for his life. To turn the snake back into his trusty staff he had to grab it by the tail (which must have thrilled him). I wonder how many miles Moses spent on the road to the Promised Land keeping a beady eye on that stick of his? He probably put it down real carefully when going to bed at night, just in case... Perhaps he prudently left it outside the tent at night? My guess is that he gave it to some oblivious fool as a gift soon after leaving Egypt, and just got himself another one. 

At times I wonder whether some of the good things in our lives aren't a bit like Moses's staff. They're desirable, good things, and we work to get them. They are blessings from the Lord. But later we find that on the other end of the blessing there is a head with a forked tongue, and it bites. Like security for instance. It is a blessing from the Lord. (See Ez 34:27 as an example). When there is no security in a country or a family, quality of life plummets. Everything is reduced to fighting for survival. But once security is achieved - usually through the sacrificial lives of others - it eventually results in a sense of self-sufficiency, and with it comes a dreadful arrogance. Isn't that where Europe and the UK are at? Apparently John Wesley also bewailed this phenomenon. Through his ministry, drunkards became Christians, became good, conscientious, hard-working people, acquired the so-called Protestant work ethic, consequently became wealthy, eventually felt they didn't need God anymore, and forsook the very One who brought them wealth in the first place. 

We all face challenges, and Christian-types like me habitually ask God to transform our curses into blessings. Yet, once we become used to the blessings, we turn to the blessings in times of need in stead of to Him who made and gave the blessings. We grab the snake by the tail but it doesn't turn back into a stick.

I lift up my eyes to the hills;
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, 
the Maker of heaven and earth (and of the hills)

Monday 17 March 2014

17 March - Longing for greatness

Readings:
Rom 4
Gen 12:1-9

I wonder if, deep inside, we all have longings for greatness? Not in the being-a-celebrity-with-no-cellulite sense of the word, but more by way of leaving an indelible mark upon the world. The world should know and feel that "jan was here!". Egotistical? Perhaps. What are the alternatives: Longing for mediocrity? Longing for obscurity? (An attractive option at times). Longing to just be left alone? (A very attractive option too much of the time). Not longing at all? (Then you're in the wrong religion - try Buddhism). Psalm 112 asserts that a righteous man will be remembered forever and that his righteousness will last forever.

The problem with attaining greatness is of course that some greatness is required in order to attain it. I don't know about you, but I've kind of given up on aspirations of getting a Nobel Prize, finding a new continent or ending a world war through my military prowess. Is there any greatness in me, or am I doomed to live my life - like so many do - with a pervasive sense of not-quite-making-the-grade? For those among us with spiritual aspirations, the Bible heroes do not make things easier. A friend of mine speaks of Joseph, David and Daniel as "the superstars". What makes someone a superstar is that there's no-one else like them. That's me right there, unfortunately. I'm not like them. Neither am I anything like the many other historical figures I look up to. But I may have found a loophole. Abraham.

It's been a while since I read the whole story of Abraham beginning to end. From what I remember though, he was a pretty normal guy. When he left Haran at the age of 75 in response to God's call he was fairly wealthy. That means that he was probably at least reasonably talented, intelligent, conscientious and entrepreneurial. His business acumen is not however what made him great. The Bible highlights one, but I can suggest two qualities that account for his legacy:

Firstly, though financially he did well in Haran, I'm sure that Abraham was uneasy with the local religion of his people, just like the magi in Elliot's poem who, after seeing Jesus:

We returned to our places, these Kingdoms,
But no longer at ease here, in the old dispensation,
With an alien people clutching their gods.

In a world saturated with idolatry Abraham already clung to the real God, and he knew that what was around him wasn't real. He was not cool with it. When God called, he was ready to go.

The more orthodox fact about Abraham is that he had great faith. He still believed when the window within which God could come through had already closed. To do that makes a hefty demand upon the rational soul, but not an unattainable one.

Abraham was the original pilgrim, in the world but not at home in it, wealthy but not owned by his wealth, following his God out of a sea of gods. God doesn't ask us anymore to sacrifice our only sons, thank goodness, but He does ask us to trust him against the odds, and in variance with the prevailing wisdom. I can never be like Joseph and Daniel, but perhaps I can be a bit like Abraham ..?

Saturday 15 March 2014

15 March - Singing in the rain

Reading:
Mark 4

At the end of another long day of ministry, Jesus and his band of not-so-merry men crossed over the Sea of Galilee in search of some much needed rest and personal space. Jesus fell asleep in the boat probably straight away. If the disciples were looking forward to a bit of a respite themselves they were about to be disappointed, for the storm that mounted rose to become life-threatening. As their fear escalated into sheer panic, they woke Jesus. He stilled the storm and then sleepily turned to question his freaked out men for their fear and lack of faith. They were obviously not listening to his teaching that day. My guess is that Jesus went straight back to sleep.

My gut feeling is that Jesus was a bit harsh in this instance. Fear is a valid response to a massive storm if you're sitting in a tub of planks in the middle of some sea. Earlier that day however, in his Parable of the Sower, Jesus listed three things that will render our lives unfruitful; three things that can cause us to stand before God one day with empty hands: The worries of this life, the deceitfulness of wealth, and the desire for other things. The test that the disciples failed that day was that they succumbed to the worries of this life.

How we choose to handle ourselves in the face of crises is evidently very important - in fact, it seems that it may have eternal consequences for us. We all find ourselves in threatening situations from time to time, whether it be related to health, finances, relationships or physical security. Being alive means that there is an ever-present host of potential looming disasters. There is a natural response to threat that is common to all except the psychos. God however implores us not to respond in natural terms to impending threat. He pointed to the lilies in the field and birds in the air to emphasize his commitment to look after us. Maybe the whole point of the dramatic episode on the boat was that Jesus wanted to show us that he is quite capable of handling our storms (in his sleep, so to speak).

To trust when evidence suggests the contrary is a choice, and not an easy one. It requires something from us. In the face of looming, impending threat, the question is not whether God will take care of us, but whether we will trust him to. More depends on it than we think.